Finding My Faith
Music by: Paulson, Swingen


I - Birth of the Soul
II - Prayer
III - Shadows of Doubts
IV - Pain of Loss
V - Pitfall
VI - Redemption
VII - Twilight
VIII - Ascension



I. Birth of the Soul

(Intrumental)

II. Prayer
Lyrics by: Paulson

Twilight
Prayers in the night
A silent message
Uplifted through the sky

A child’s faith
So blind and pure
This child is saved
The message beard clear

This child of five
Knows a simpler time
A time before doubt and fear
He’s not felt pain
Nor the night’s cold rain
He knows he’s safe right here

Kneels by his bed
Lowers his head
And faithfully prays
For the grace from above

This blissful time
This doubtless mind
Will find as he grows
It’s hard to love what you can’t see

III. Shadows of Doubts
Lyrics by: Swingen

Years gone by
With the blink of an eye
No longer a naive child

Broad exposure
To modern life
Innocence defiled

What I once believed
Is now clouded with doubt
Two conflicting "truths"

This moral tension
This contradiction
Destroying the last threads of youth

I...
I walk alone

At seventeen
There's not a thing
That could bring me to my knees

I've got no fears
I've shed no tears
No one but me to please

As time goes by
I wonder why
I even bother at all

With something
With anything
That would compromise my control

These ancient writings bind me
Constricted by His holy words
Imposed morals from a greater being
My conscience is becoming blurred

When did all of this happen?
When did I forfeit my right to choose?
I've got to break from this circle of fear
It's time to live life by my own rules

IV. Pain of Loss
Lyrics by: Bisenius

Gone, all feeling is gone
I’ll never forget the sound
The breaking of glass and bone
Knees give as I fall to the ground

Life, you took this life
Why couldn’t you leave her alone?
What did she do to displease you?
I guess it’s something I’ll never know

You told me trust in you forever
And you’d protect me and those I love
Maybe I’ve done something to unleash your rage
Maybe I’ve lost the grace from above

Surreal, none of this can be real
I can’t even recognize her anymore
Her eyes, dark as a deep black pool
Now the tears begin to pour

I’m sorry, whatever I did I’m sorry
Forgive me for what I have done
This is too much pain for me to take
She leaves me alone under the setting

You told me trust in your forever
And you’d protect me and those I love
Maybe I’ve done something to unleash your rage
Maybe I’ve lost the grace from above

V. Pitfall
Lyrics by: Paulson

(coming soon!)

VI. Redemption
Lyrics by: Paulson

(coming soon!)

VII. Twilight
Lyrics by: Paulson

Twilight
Prayers in the night
A silent message
Uplifted through the sky

This ancient faith
Has been tried over time
Decisions are made
Heart has grown kind

Years of long trials
Miles and miles
He’s spent in search of his faith
He’s survived the pain
And the night’s cold rain
Now nearly finished with his race

Kneels by his bed
Lowers his head
And faithfully prays
For the grace from above

This blissful time
This doubtless mind
Is ready to transcend
Into the afterlife

VIII. Ascension

(Intrumental)